19.3.10

Err...

Yosua told me this noon, that he will moved to bandung with his family and life there. Gaaahh, how it can be like thisssss?
Am I should do LDR? OH NO! I don't want ya. It's really not good, I think -_- I've heard sali stories about her and her boyf. And it's really uncomfortable I thought. Her boyf living in US and she's living here. The time should be different so faaaarrrr.
Then, I told him that, he can't move to bandung, cause it means I will not see him again and do LDR. I much prefer do relationship in a different school than must do LDR!
Huaaaaahhhh, I wish I could keep my relationship with Yosua for yaa at least 2 years lah :3
I wish I wish I wiiiisssssshhhhhhh!!!! :D
Please keep my relationship everlasting, DADY :)
AHHH PLEASE DON'T MOVEEE :(

17.3.10

Everlasting (?) I Hope So..

I'M OFFICIALY IN A RELATIONSHIP :]

Hey, have you read the sentences up there? Yeah, I'm officialy in a relationship now. With Yosua Suryadhika
He's not a new guy, he's my EX-boyfriend, we still loving each other. Yeah, not a love between two friends or siblings. More than just a friend!! He's the cutest boyfriend I've ever had!! :3 (fyi; everyone say he's cute)

He shot me last monday, 15th March 2010. Actually, I hope he shoots me on 12th or 14th! But, there's some condition so he can't shot me on those dates. And there's a silly story about me and my new watch! -_- I won't tell you about this story, sorry guys, but it's really silly ya.

Last monday, he drove me home, by walked of course. JHS' students can't bring motorcycle or car to school, huff -.- then, in front of my house, he asked me a MAGGICAL question! :D
Absoluetly I said 'YESSSSS' for the answer, and then we officialy dating now :)

Ah yeah, last sunday, he sent me a pink rose. He threw the rose to my terrace, and he texted me to see to my terrace. Then I found, that ROSE! But, I took the rose in the morning, cause at night daddy's played computer, and if I took it, he will ask me ANYTHING! Hersh--

I was blushed by that pink rose :)
I love you, yosuaaa :*

@ihatequotes :D

They say forgive and forget, but if someones worth forgiving you'll never forget them.

Impossible is not a word, its a reason for someone not to try. -Kutless

I love you. Not maybe, not tomorrow, not someday, but right now - at this very moment.

Do not hesitate to smile, because you might just a smile a little too late. -E. Orange

Take chances, make mistakes. That's how you grow. You have to fail in order to practice being brave. -Mary Tyler

A friend is someone who dares you to be yourself. -Frank Crane

It's hard to understand others when you can't even understand yourself.

It's never easy to understand why memories hold our hand but people let go.

You can erase someone from your mind, but getting them out of your heart is another story. -Eternal Sunshine

I don't regret making mistakes, because if they never happened, I wouldn't have learned from them.

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending. -M. Robinson

6.3.10

I Trust In You :]

It's have been a very loooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time, not to write you, blog. Well, I'm so much busy to prepare my final examination. It will be held on March, 28th 2010. It's 3 weeks left O.O I have to study harder, so I could give my best to my family.
I still worry about my sister, her school haven't give the students any try out. My headmaster said, that try out is so important, cause from that we could study easily. Huuhh, I'm so worried my sister :'( she has to work very hard if her school doesn't give her any try out. But, I believe that God, always besided my sister and help her when she's down. I love my sister so much. I don't want to see her sad. I want to see her laugh and cry with her pelasure when she looks at her graduation paper :')
Oh, God, please help her. I know you will never let your lambs sad and feel sorrow. Help her please. I trust in You, Dad :)

3.2.10

I Say, "Heylo Bloggy!"

Well, long time no write a blog. Actually, I mean write a blog about my life. A few days ago I only posting the lyrics and the cries of crazy people for the bank's. What a damn bank -_-

Well, until now, I haven't found my spirit to face final exam (UN). Don't know why, I just feel so sleepy all day long. I just wanna sleep sleep sleep and sleep. I don't want do anything, even study, and even go online -_- I just want put my head on a pillow and get my blanket.

Hayah, cape pake bahasa inggris, pake indo aja lah haha :p
Well, gatau ini badnews or goodnews, but gw putus sama levin! huh. Ga pengen sih sebenernya putus, cuma ya karna sikon yang bikin gw sangat males buat pacaran jadi ya gw milih putus aja. Lagian gw juga lagi pengen fokus dulu ke UN, gamau mikirin yang lain! Ya meskipun tiap hari gw selalu mikirin masalah gw yang bikin gw kesel setengah mati sama diri gw sendiri -_-

Gw semakin jauh sama seseorang. Dan gw merasa dia lah yang bikin gw jadi jauh sama dia. Setiap hari nampangin muka kaya gitu, siapa yang ga sebel? Jujur, gw sebel banget lama-lama sama tuh orang. Lama-lama jadi centil, lama-lama belagu, lama-lama bikin ku ilfeel. So gw sekarang kalo kemana-kemana sama ochie, benteh, dgris, dan devi. Ya it's fun :) di kelas gw deket sama lidwina ruthy puspa rosari, edward v plate, nathanael adrian, dennis guido, dan ida bagus deva ardha nareswara santosa! Waw, they're fun! Really fun! Ketawa tiap hari sampe sakit perut, gara2 ngeliat tingkah dg yg emg suka bikin orang ketawa. Muka nael yang eksotis, deva dan plate yang suram! HAHAHA!

Hah, gw uda mutusin, SMA nanti gw pindah ke SMIS! :) sebenernya gw lebih pengen ke penabur sih. Cuma gw mikir lagi, karna mat gw bolot setengah mati. Jadi gw males deh masuk sana, daripada gw ga bisa ngikutin, right? Lagian juga kalo ke sana, tiap hari gw bakal ngeliat muka busuk orang yang bener2 sekarang gw benci! Ah ya, ngomong2 orang yg gw benci, ada 1 cowo yang ngedeketin gw gitu. Sebenernya dia uda deketin gw dari sebelom gw jadian sama levin, cuma gw ga suka sama dia. Bukan gimana ya, cuma dia tuh gimana gitu, kea terlalu hmm, gimanaaa gitu gitu. Ya emang bagus sih kelakuan dia, cuma ya lama-lama ilfeel juga lah. Nyebelin. Mendingan bernard kemana-mana deh ;) nah, pas dia tau gw uda putus sama levin, dia mulai deketin gw lagi. Dia sih bilang di web, kalo dia cuma mau jadi temen deket gw, cuma ya kalo mau jadi temen deket, ga usa segitunya kali ya. Tiap malem nungguin gw pulang les, sampe jam 11. Apa itu cuma bermaksud mau jadi temen deket? I'm absoluetly not sure lah. So gw perlahan-lahan jauhin dia, ya pelan-pelan, tapi pasti

Hahaha, well, what should I tell to you again? Hmm. About what? Hmm.. I think it's enough ya. I will post some quotes here :) bye, bloggy

Be Brave :)

i love you but it's not so easy
to make you're here with me
i want touch and hold you forever
but you're still in my dream

and i can't stand to wait till night is coming to my life
and i still have a time to break a silence

when u love someone just be brave to say
that you want him to be with you
when u hold your love, don't ever let it go
or you will loose your chance to make your dreams come true

i used to hide and watch you from a distance
then i knew you realize
i wish looking for a time to get closer
at least to say hello

now i can't stand to wait your love is coming to my life

And I never thought that I’m so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
but when love comes it can’t be wrong
Don’t ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way

don't never give up this
try try to get what you want
cause love will find a way