Showing posts with label Wishes. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Wishes. Show all posts

5.11.10

One Wish. One Hope

I have to tell this, I MISS TARAKANITA SO MUCH! Well, there's a lot of things that i miss from my ex-school. Yeah, I had been in Tarakanita, since I was in Playgroup and I had to get out from there for continue my Senior High School. Yeah, I chose Stella Maris Int'l School to continue my school. And I've just realized, that I have choose the wrong school. Yeah, I thought Stella Maris Int'l will give the best for me, you know, I have to pay about 3 million rupiah per-month, but I don't get what I suppose to. Well, yeah I get a class with 2 air-conditioner for each class, I get a good tables and chairs, I easily improve my english there, but stuffs aren't enough. I need a good academy to be a good man in the future! Now, I realize that I miss my ex-school so much. I miss the toilet, even I have to get the worst smell ever, but, I miss it a lot. I miss all the teachers. I miss being in the class, even there's no air-conditioner and we use tables and chairs from the wood. But I miss it much much much. I miss all of my friends; my juniors also. I miss them :( I miss join school's basketball competition. I miss bring a lot of books in my big backpack. I miss use a white board. And....I want to use the gray skirt, that symbolized me as a Senior High's student. If God gives me one chance to make my wish comes true, I'll wish to get back to Tarakanita! Although people say that Tarakanita isn't good enough, or people say there are a lot of alay, or anything else, I still love being there.
Oh God, can you help me? I know everything happens for a reason. But, what are your reason to made me chose Stella Maris Int'l? Why you did not ask my heart to tell me to go to Tarakanita? Please help me to pass all of this complicated stuffs and things in Stella Maris :(

19.3.10

Err...

Yosua told me this noon, that he will moved to bandung with his family and life there. Gaaahh, how it can be like thisssss?
Am I should do LDR? OH NO! I don't want ya. It's really not good, I think -_- I've heard sali stories about her and her boyf. And it's really uncomfortable I thought. Her boyf living in US and she's living here. The time should be different so faaaarrrr.
Then, I told him that, he can't move to bandung, cause it means I will not see him again and do LDR. I much prefer do relationship in a different school than must do LDR!
Huaaaaahhhh, I wish I could keep my relationship with Yosua for yaa at least 2 years lah :3
I wish I wish I wiiiisssssshhhhhhh!!!! :D
Please keep my relationship everlasting, DADY :)

6.3.10

I Trust In You :]

It's have been a very loooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time, not to write you, blog. Well, I'm so much busy to prepare my final examination. It will be held on March, 28th 2010. It's 3 weeks left O.O I have to study harder, so I could give my best to my family.
I still worry about my sister, her school haven't give the students any try out. My headmaster said, that try out is so important, cause from that we could study easily. Huuhh, I'm so worried my sister :'( she has to work very hard if her school doesn't give her any try out. But, I believe that God, always besided my sister and help her when she's down. I love my sister so much. I don't want to see her sad. I want to see her laugh and cry with her pelasure when she looks at her graduation paper :')
Oh, God, please help her. I know you will never let your lambs sad and feel sorrow. Help her please. I trust in You, Dad :)

8.1.10

The dream dog that I would like to own someday


A Siberian Husky

5.1.10

UN is Close

Huaaaaaaaaaa bentar lagi UN a.k.a UJIAN NEGARA. Whoa, saat-saat yang sangat menegangkan, well, this thing makes me CRAZY and so desperate ya!
Gara-gara ada UN, gw jadi pusing, stres, dan akan segera menjadi gila. Apalagi gw suka mikirin ade gw, yap (kalo kata ochie: andri lagi andri lagi). Tapi emang dia yang selalu gw pikirin, gw selalu mikir (amit-amit) kalo dia sampe ga lulus (amit-amit *ketok meja).
Gw selalu berdoa supaya andri lulus ya meskipun dia ga bisa nilai bagus, tapi yang terpenting dia LULUS deh. Gw ga mentingin nilainya bagus ato ga, yang penting dia LULUS. Uda denger dia lulus aja gw bakal mati kesenangan, mati bahagia (matinya boongan doang).
Gw bakalan bantu dia pake doa novena deh, pake rosario, gimana pun caranya supaya dia bisa lulus. Coba gw ada tabungan banyak, pasti gw nyogok guru-guru supaya andri lulus deh HAHA (ga boleh ga boleh)
Aduh Tuhan, pokoknya bantuin andri ya supaya lulus. I know You can help her, I trust to You :)

26.12.09

Why Must Her?

Oke, jujur gw kesian ngeliat ade gw. Sangat kasian! Kenapa? 2 hal doang yang penting.
Pertama, karna dia ga punya daya konsentrasi yang sama kaya anak-anak lain, daya konsen dia rendah, dan terkadang hal ini bikin gw kesel sama Tuhan, karna Dia ngasih andri kaya gini. Tuhan bikin andri selalu depresi karna dia ga punya daya konsen yang sama kaya temen-temen dia. Tuhan bikin andri stres buat ngadepin ujian dkk. Tuhan bikin andri depresi takut ga lulus. Tuhan ga adil :'(
Kedua, emang halnya agak ga penting, cuma buat gw penting. Facebook dia uda 2 kali kena hack, terus, di fb dia yang lama, tertulis, dia ulang taun tanggal 25 Desember! Pas gw kasih tau dia, dia langsung kek marah, ngambek, depresi, bete, sedih. Gw ga tahan ngeliat dia kebingungan, ngeliat dia pasrah karna fb lamanya ga bisa di buka. Gw teramat sangat ga tahan!
Tuhan, kenapa sih Tuhan ngasih semua ini ke andri? Kenapa Tuhan??? Kenapa sih Tuhan ga kasih andri kemampuan yang sebanding sama anak-anak lain? Kenapa Tuhan rela andri ngalamin ini semua? Depresi, stres, ketakutan.
Jujur, aku ga tahan ngeliat andri kaya gini terus. Masalah fb dia ga bisa di buka aja, dia uda kesel begitu. Gimana ujian? Dia stres Tuhan.
Argh!! GOD, PLEASE HELP ME! I wanna help andri, Dad. Please, help me! Gpp deh kalo sekarang cuma bisa bantu nyari account yahoo andri. Gpp deh, asal dia ga kebingungan gini :'(

22.11.09

This, That, Those, These

Well, gatau kenapa gw lagi tergila-gila sama warna KUNING! Yeah, belakangan ini gw banyak ngeliat orang pake apa-apa kuning, kaos, tas, kalung, SEPATU! Nah, jadi gw lagi nyari-nyari baju yang berbau warna kuning :D especially, I'm looking for Spongebob Tees. Ya, udah pasti Spongebob warna Kuning right? Ah I wanna I wanna!

Ah I want this Tees! huhu. Tapi belom nemuin sama sekali, ada juga di CoolTeen. Tapi dompet tak mendukung ya -_- oh ya, and I wanna buy some converse shoes, and I want YELLOW converse too :D


Aw aw aw aw aw, it's cute right? Yellow converse, aaaa I want a pair mommy, daddy! >< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhI-QDyZL9eZ0WNacwgnhCNh03CJGkVHzM-dbzONi-otiJU5eok6ySQ8CaSrkDZdDXIW-OnTzV4RArLB1DS5nSQidct2iGDiYA0yTnGfFeLH28sxN7E4t4d4XxWIry_eRc2ZWNjk9J5YfDB/s1600/191110.jpg">
Uwoooo mommy, buy a pair for me yaaaaa! Oh it's cuteeeeeeeeeeeee

19.9.09

New Hair Style!

Aahh I've just cut my hair this morning. Of course I did cut my hair at Adi's Team. Yeaah at Mr. Adi, one of my favourite hair-styler. Ah I love every his new hair-style. And this is my hair look a like now. I'm prefer love this stlye than before.


Uh yeah, I love this hair. Look at my pony! It looks really cool, yeah? Hahaha. Even at the first time I gave a litte grumple about my pony. Because I thought my pony looks so untidy. Do you think the same as me? Aahh, but after I look at this photo. I feel that my pony is GREAT (haha). Big thanks for Mr. Ady, my favourite hair-styler :D I hope everybody likes my new hair and also him :P I wish I could use softlenses ><

17.9.09

レビン !

I don't know the reason why I like this boy. In my eyes he looks so cool and... calm. Yeah, he's different with other boys I've ever met haha. He looks very calm and stay cool! Oh gosh. I like this boy so much! Yeah I know maybe I just can admire him, thats all. It's so impossible to know him more. Even I really want to know him more. He's good in playing basketball. Okay, it's first time I saw a junior high school student can play like veteran! Uwooooooo he's absoluetly so cool :D I love to see his wonderful lay-up (yeaah, I call his lay-up as wonderful lay-up, cause his lay-up so perfect for me!). Ah he is so athletic and adorable for me :)
I wish I could know him more :P

I ADMIRE HIM SO MUCH

15.9.09

Have A Nice Game with Sanur

Ok, first of all I wanna tell you that today is tuesday. Oke sekali lagi hari ini hari SELASA. Apa artinya? Ngga ada artinya. Well, stop meng-geje!
Hari ini kegiatan gw dari pagi yatu sekolah, yep SEKOLAH. Hari ini betapa malasnya gw bangun sampe2 gw hampir telat ke sekolah, oh gosh -___- gw males banget pergi ke sekolah, tapi mau gamau gw harus sekolah. Biar nyokap ga ngoceh dan biar gw TIDAK MENGGENDUT. Ah berat badan gw bukannya naik malah turun -,-

Dari pagi gw ke sekolah gw uda pengennya cepet pulaaaaang muluu. Gatau kenapa. Mungkin gw lagi ga betah kali ya di sekolah, jadi pengennya pulaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang aja. Atau mungkin gw pengen cepet-cepet sparing sama sanur kali ya? Hahaha. Pengen cepet-cepet ke sanur sama ngeliat orang yang uda gw yakin ngga bakal dateng karna ada les (tolol). Ngapain juga ya gw nyariin? Haha. Aaah tapi nyampe sanur gw tetep nyariin tuh, sapa tau aja dia nongol HAHA XD
Dan sampai akhirnya bel pulang berbunyi, okay sekali lagi BERBUNYI. Itu artinya gw pulang sekolah mamen, asik! :D tapi gw kudu remed mat dulu. And you know, baru pertama gw liat soal remed lebih susah daripada soal perdana, wanying banget dah. Gw ngga berkutik, susah banget gilaaaaaa! Oh iya mungkin gw ada alasan kenapa gw ga betah di sekolah. Karena si plate selalu ngelaitin gw! Bukannya gw kepedean yaa. Tapi uda sering banget si plate ke-gep gw lagi ngeliatin gw -__- ohh sangat merisihkan you know, plot. Hey bukannya gw ga suka di liatin, cuma gw risih tauk >.<>,< uda gitu pas gw liat jam ternyata uda jam 2 lewat 10. Oh meeeen, trus gw nyalain hape gw dan bener aja ada sms dari ana, dan dia bilang kalo dia bakal jemput jam setengah 3! OH NO banget. Gw baru pulang dan gw belom beberes, astaga. Langsung deh gw ngibrit ganti baju, nyiapin baju masukin tas, dan lanjut makan. Eh ternyata gw selesai teng jam setengah 3 dan ana ternyata belom muncul juga -_- ah sia-sia dah buru-buru gw hahaha. Tapi gpplah, gw jadinya nyante gitu haha. Trus jam 14.45 ana akhirnya jemput! YEY! Uda gitu beli bensin dulu, trus cao deh. Di jalan si ana curhat hahaha, gw dengernya susah, kebalap sama suara angin wkwk XD tapi gw nangkep yang ana bicarakan kok :)

Trus jam setengah 4 kurang kita nyampe deh di sanur, sempet sebelomnya di telfon dulu sama erin, katanya mau mulai. Eh ternyata pas sampe sana juga belom pada siap-siap -_- jam setengah 4 lewat kita mulai, seperti biasa, gw jadi starter (asik) trus di kuarter 2 gw baru di ganti, oh coach, you know aja apa yang mau saya minta hahaha. Poin pertama gw yang masukin loh :D asoy banget kan haha. Trus akhirnya pertandingan berakhir sekitar jam 5an. Dan tentu saja PB menaaaaaaang! Haha. Ah gw berharap tim di sekolah sekompak tim PB :( padahal gw di PB baru 3 bulan, sedangkan di tarki gw uda 3 tahun, wooow. Ah semoga aja tim sekolah bisa kompak kaya pas gw kelas 7 itu :) pas masih ada anin, nella, dll.

Woooooooo besok sparing sama oel nih. Yaah erin sama gavi ikut tim oel deh :( ah yaiyalah, dia kan sekolah di oel haha. Uda ah pengen tidur dulu buat besok sparing sama buat siap-siap besok ketemu dia XD
fyi; 3 hari berturut-turut gw bakal sparing ah no. Yaa semoga kamis ga jadi deh, amin! XD

6.8.09

I wish I could

I wish I could stop the time,
I wish I could turn back the time,
I wish I could go back to 10 months ago,
I wish they won't be far from me,
I wish they won't leave me alone,
I wish I could control how and what my future will be

10.7.09

This isn't My Lucky

Hari ini ke sekolah cuma ngeliat kelas ama ambil buku plus kaos kaki. Gw dapet kelas 9B! Hwaaaaah tuh kelas bener-bener ngga rusuh! Beda jauh dari kelas 8D ;( ya tadi gw duduk ama Clara, secara gw gada temen lagi.
Adis, Benti sekelas. Aaron, Ochie sekelas. Edo, Jojo sekelas. Cuma gw doang yang tersingkir. Pacar sekelasnya ama Adis dan Benti huh. Rese bet dah. Kaga ada yang bisa di ajak rusuh ato ks paling Ute doang hahaha. Yang rusuh cuma Ute doang palingaN, grr~

Trus tadi pulang sekolah, ambil seragam. Gila kea lagi ngantri tiket Transformers hahaha. Parah, tapi setelah berjam-jam (lebay) ngantri, akhirnya dapet juga kwkwkw. Ngantre penuh energi ternyata cuma dapet 2 biji kaos kaki yang freaky itu. zzz.
Parah.

Pengen punya mobil kea Bumblebee :P

Chevrolet Camaro!

ato kea Skids!

Chevrolet Beat!

ato kea Mudflap!

Chevrolet Traxx!

ato kea Sideswipe! :P


Chevrolet Corvette Stingray!

Pengen deh punya mobil kea di ataas.
Murah ngg ya?
Brasa punya duit banyak aja gw -__-

17.6.09

Another Distruber

Oh God this is June time for every students too have some refreshing like go somewhere and spend our holiday there. But me? Spend my hoilday stay at home or go to SMS! Whoaaa such a damn holiday. Hey dad when will we go to Bandung? Come on, I'm bored! Need some refreshing and shopping *haha.

Well went to SMS with my mom and sister today. Have pizza as our lunch menu, haha. Ordered this and that, wow we ordered too much for three person, hahay. After finished our lunch went to XXI and bought ticket. There were 2 movies that pay my attention, Street Fighter and Drag Me to Hell. My mom said she want to watch Drag Me to Hell then she changed that she want to watch Street Fighter.

Finally we decided to watch Drag Me to Hell. My sister said that she wasn't afraid to watch this movie. But, when the movie played she closed her eyes and only heard the sound haha. How funny was she haha ;) Actually the movie isn't spooky, but the sound make us scared and the movie very startle us!

Well, I got another distruber and it was GIRL ...again! She sat one row under me, she watched with her friends. When the movie started her friends started to be quite and watched it, only her who just keep talked and commented the movie! She commented this that this and that aaaarrgghh, so annoyed me and my mom! My mom yelled softly to her again and again and so I did. She was very very very annoying, fyi; not olny me and my mom yelled to her but almost few of the audience which is sat near her yelled too. Yeah can you imagine, the movie is strain but she talked and commented the movie all the time! And she didn't commented softly but with her ardor! sigh. Huh, two times in one week I couldn't watched my movie with peaceful grr~

I hope today won't be my another boring day ;(

15.6.09

WOW

Waaaaaa today went to SMS with mom and sist. We watched Night at The Museum 2. Finally!
But wtf, 2 girls who sat beside me was very annoying! Ya they laughed broadly but nothing was funny and they laughed ALONE. Yeaah I meant everybody were quite but they laughed very broadly! Oh gosh. One girl who sat beside me is a little girl and I thought another one is her big sister. The little girl was very very very annoying! She screamed and laughed like ... ehm sorry, like a crazy girl. She JUMPED on her seat, zz. Really annoying! And her sister talked alone and act like the little girl, ckckck. They act like alay! Oh God I wanted to screamed to both of them grrr~

I have just looked at LookBook, wow I got a nice look! Fell Kinda Baggy! Wow I love this look so bad wkwkwwk XD
Wish I could find this suit ;p

3.6.09

Happy Day

Oh my goodness, this day is my happiness^^ So muuch happy, yay yay yay :P you know why? because ....
Now my relationship status issss In a Relationship with .....! Yeeey, I'm not single anymore. Special thanks for RICO MANUEL, who has appreciate my choice, love yoouuu boy! :D
And today is my last day of final-exam! Yeaaaaah, I'm free now. I will go to Happy Puppy, Bandung and other place, yey!
Wish my parents will give me approbation, so I could go everywhere I want to, wtih my BFFs of course, yihaaaaa!

I want to buy a pair of casual converse again. I want to buy another colour, not black again. Maybe green, grey, or white, haha :D
Okay, I'm starving now. Want to have a meal, yeah.
Byee~

♥ him :]

31.5.09

Bad Hair

Took pictures on top roof at SMS yesterday. Yesterday was Gold's Gym -SMS 1st Anniversary. My mom joined Body Fitness contest, and won as 2nd winner! Yey, you are my freakyy mom forever, you are roooocckkk! :D
And here some pictures from yesterday :



Okay, those are my scandal! I do hate my new hair. My mom said, that she more like my old hair. This all because DESIRE! ergh. I hope my hair will getting long quickly. I wanna make a new hair style after my hair has been long enough ;p
Just wait for my new hair-style.



This is my new hair look now. So damn bad, right? Okay, I truly hate my desire >.< It makes me fell not confident anymore! huh. So, I hate it so damn much!

Okay, start studying now. Still have more 3 days final exam. Wish me luck, guys :D

29.5.09

Did Sparing with Tangerang

I have just arrived from Tangerang basketball gym. Hwaaa, I'm so tired and exhausted now.
Did sparing with Tangerang club. And how shit, my basketball shoes is veryyy slick! I need a new basketball shoes. Maybe, I will buy And1. Cause my nephew said And1 is serviceable.
But, my mom said, just buy Adidas in Adidas FO at BSD. I think I will buy And1. I'm more suitable with And1, haha. But, And1 is too expensive. I hope daddy will buy one for me, although it's expensive. Or maybe I will aks my uncle to buy one for me, HAHA.
Yeah, my uncle is rich-man, hihi. So, maybe he will buy it for me as birthday present or else, HAHA.

I met new friends again! They are Hanne, Monik and Novi.
Hanne is a good player. I'm really like to see how she drible the ball. She is GREAT! She is from Al-Azhar, BSD. Hwaaa. Monik is a quite girl, but, she is great player too. But, Hanne is more great of course. Novi is a quite girl too. I have seen her when my chruch made Pensi. She is great too. Yeah, I felt like a kid who have no experience in playing basketball >.<

Okay, I'm starving now. Maybe I should look at my refrigerator. Maybe it has something yummy and fresh, haha.
See ya all!

28.5.09

Physics-Geography Shit!

I'm going crazyyyy. Tomorrow tests are PHYSICS and GEOGRAPHY!
Okay, they are shit. I have to study extra for this two subjects. Actually, the most horrible is geography.
Ganbatteneee Andreee! You can do it. Yes, you CAN! read the formula and going to sleep.
I hope my insomnia doesn't relapse this night. Cause I need to take a rest. I have very tired and exhausted today.
Bless me Lord.

EF Farewell

Well, say goodbye to all my EF friends. I will not continue next level in EF, and also Anton, Deva, Riany, Sabil, Nabilah and Intania, they same like me, they stop. This afternoon, we went to SMS together with Ms. Siuli, to have little farewell. Ms. Siuli looks so sad (sorry, Miss >.<). We ate in Solaria at Food Temptation. And these are our last moment.



Hwaaaaa, I'm gonna miss you all guys! DO NOT forget each other! haha. I wish we could have a reunion someday. With Ms. Siuli too of course :D
We only being classmates for 4 months. sigh. Too short :(
Bye guys.

Nobitaaa...pleasee!

Fungi!

Miss my oooooolllld hair damn much! That's my lovely style. I love it love love loveeeeee! Wish my hair-stylish could make my hair like that again >.<

Today's exams, English and Economi. Hwaaaaaa, English test questions was so WAW! Although the test were multiple-choices, but Sir Joko took them from reading comprehension in Google. sigh. So, we can't study >.<
Economi? I think my essays wrong all! Okay, I can't count without calculator. shit. Wish, Nobita will give me a little score for my essays :D

Okay, keep NO contact with me. I hate you damn much.