I have to tell this, I MISS TARAKANITA SO MUCH! Well, there's a lot of things that i miss from my ex-school. Yeah, I had been in Tarakanita, since I was in Playgroup and I had to get out from there for continue my Senior High School. Yeah, I chose Stella Maris Int'l School to continue my school. And I've just realized, that I have choose the wrong school. Yeah, I thought Stella Maris Int'l will give the best for me, you know, I have to pay about 3 million rupiah per-month, but I don't get what I suppose to. Well, yeah I get a class with 2 air-conditioner for each class, I get a good tables and chairs, I easily improve my english there, but stuffs aren't enough. I need a good academy to be a good man in the future! Now, I realize that I miss my ex-school so much. I miss the toilet, even I have to get the worst smell ever, but, I miss it a lot. I miss all the teachers. I miss being in the class, even there's no air-conditioner and we use tables and chairs from the wood. But I miss it much much much. I miss all of my friends; my juniors also. I miss them :( I miss join school's basketball competition. I miss bring a lot of books in my big backpack. I miss use a white board. And....I want to use the gray skirt, that symbolized me as a Senior High's student. If God gives me one chance to make my wish comes true, I'll wish to get back to Tarakanita! Although people say that Tarakanita isn't good enough, or people say there are a lot of alay, or anything else, I still love being there.
Oh God, can you help me? I know everything happens for a reason. But, what are your reason to made me chose Stella Maris Int'l? Why you did not ask my heart to tell me to go to Tarakanita? Please help me to pass all of this complicated stuffs and things in Stella Maris :(