I can't be like you want to. I can't easily hangout with you. Yeah, you know, sometimes my mom sucks, or maybe everytime when we wanna hangout? You know, I feel so bad, down, when I see your brother's photos with his girlfriend. Hangout together going somewhere, hangout with your family, spend holiday together. Wow. I feel like..... I can't be a good girl for you. I know who you are, even not that well. But, you know, sometimes, I'm wondering, why do you love me? Why do you fall in love with me, not with another girl? Others who can easily hangout with you, meet with you everyweek, spend school holiday together. I wanna be like that, who can hangout with you easily. Why did you choose me? Why me? And why you still stay with me? Don't you ever feel tired or bored? Hey, you know; me, myself, think that I always make you bored and tired. I feel so sorry, so bad, I know you get jelous when your friends hangout with his girl, EASILY.
Ah, don't know what to say again. My life sucks. Need more freedom. I NEED IT, F R E E D O M! Please, somebody give it to me, mom, dad! Sigh.