I can't be like you want to. I can't easily hangout with you. Yeah, you know, sometimes my mom sucks, or maybe everytime when we wanna hangout? You know, I feel so bad, down, when I see your brother's photos with his girlfriend. Hangout together going somewhere, hangout with your family, spend holiday together. Wow. I feel like..... I can't be a good girl for you. I know who you are, even not that well. But, you know, sometimes, I'm wondering, why do you love me? Why do you fall in love with me, not with another girl? Others who can easily hangout with you, meet with you everyweek, spend school holiday together. I wanna be like that, who can hangout with you easily. Why did you choose me? Why me? And why you still stay with me? Don't you ever feel tired or bored? Hey, you know; me, myself, think that I always make you bored and tired. I feel so sorry, so bad, I know you get jelous when your friends hangout with his girl, EASILY.
Ah, don't know what to say again. My life sucks. Need more freedom. I NEED IT, F R E E D O M! Please, somebody give it to me, mom, dad! Sigh.
23.6.10
Summer School?
Aloha blog! Long time no post since my last post about POPDA. Well, today I'm going to tell to you about my summer school. Do you know what summer school's mean? Sekolah Musim Panas, haha. Okey, it means we study at school while everyone is in holiday. Actually, this is one of my preparation before entering high school. Yaa, tarakanita is a national school, then I enter SMIS which is one of international school near my house. So, I need a little 'hello' with ENGLISH.
Honestly, I'm lazy to join this Summer School. Because when everybody still laying on his bed, I have to go to school, ergh. And I always feel sleepy during the class. Anyway, I got new friends there. They are nicool, gaby, yulia, priska, reina, and tomi. They are nice, but I still couldn;t make a nice chat with them. Yes, I'd rather stay nicely at the library than to have a conference with them. Why? Hmm... maybe because they had known eachother before I know them, fyi; Summer School have started since June 14th, and me, just started last monday, because I had to go to cilegon from POPDA. Well, I have to try it tomorrow. So I could have a good chat with them :)
What am I suppose to tell you again? Oh, I'm going to Anyer next saturday until wednesday :D seems it's going so good ;) haaah, wish me luck for the boring-Summer-School -.-
Sorry for my super-bad grammar. I just try to improve it. Thank you :):)
Honestly, I'm lazy to join this Summer School. Because when everybody still laying on his bed, I have to go to school, ergh. And I always feel sleepy during the class. Anyway, I got new friends there. They are nicool, gaby, yulia, priska, reina, and tomi. They are nice, but I still couldn;t make a nice chat with them. Yes, I'd rather stay nicely at the library than to have a conference with them. Why? Hmm... maybe because they had known eachother before I know them, fyi; Summer School have started since June 14th, and me, just started last monday, because I had to go to cilegon from POPDA. Well, I have to try it tomorrow. So I could have a good chat with them :)
What am I suppose to tell you again? Oh, I'm going to Anyer next saturday until wednesday :D seems it's going so good ;) haaah, wish me luck for the boring-Summer-School -.-
Sorry for my super-bad grammar. I just try to improve it. Thank you :):)
18.6.10
POPDA V 2010
Anjir, belom sampe sehari aja uda kangen sama POPDA V Kab. Tangerang! Kangen makan jam 11 malem sampe pada eneg. Kangen nonton tv barengan. Kangen jadi b-boy dadakan. Kangen tidur empel2an kaya ikan teri. Kangen teriak2. Kangen curhat2an. Kangen di bangunin pake ketokan pintu para coach yang ga nyantai. Kangen di perkosa satu sama lain (?). Kangen bangun pagi. Kangen ngantri mandi. Kangen makan bareng. Kangen nyuporterin anak cowo yang lagi tanding. Kangen keautisan sendun. Kangen tarian eksotis vani. Kangen ngebully sendun. KANGEN NYUCI. Kangen jemur kolor ama kelelawar. Kangen semuanyaaaaaaaa!
Aaaaah, ternyata seminggu itu ngga lama ya. Ternyata seminggu itu sangat ngga kerasa ya. Baru kemaren seleksi, eh sekarang udah kelar POPDA. Bentar lagi POPROV. Ya ampun, waktu berjalan sangat cepat ya. Gila, POPDA V ngga bakal terlupakan. Walaupun pulang ngga bawa apa-apa, tapi bagi diri sendiri membawa satu pengalaman berharga buat hidup kita masing-masing :)
Aaaaah, ternyata seminggu itu ngga lama ya. Ternyata seminggu itu sangat ngga kerasa ya. Baru kemaren seleksi, eh sekarang udah kelar POPDA. Bentar lagi POPROV. Ya ampun, waktu berjalan sangat cepat ya. Gila, POPDA V ngga bakal terlupakan. Walaupun pulang ngga bawa apa-apa, tapi bagi diri sendiri membawa satu pengalaman berharga buat hidup kita masing-masing :)
Coach Ucok, Coach Aceng, Kak Lius, Bang Kidut, Kak Eka, Coach Fahmi
Anin, Resta, Sendun, Shelvi, Angel, Fani, Esti, Ais, Devina
Ferdi, Adit, Dean, Marcell, Praditya, Hendra, Regi, Rendi, Yosua
Anin, Resta, Sendun, Shelvi, Angel, Fani, Esti, Ais, Devina
Ferdi, Adit, Dean, Marcell, Praditya, Hendra, Regi, Rendi, Yosua
I'm gonna miss youuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!
3.6.10
03.06.09 - 03.06.10
Haylo blog tercinta. Long time no post here. Yeah, kinda busy for this month, cause I'm preparing my self and team for POPDA V. Hell yeah, I'm in the team :D proud to my self cause could being in the team!!
Ah, hari ini tanggal 3 juni 2010, tepat setaun sama yosua suryadhika setyono. Hm, kemaren gue sukses dikerjain sama dimas. Yaaa, kan hari selasa kemaren si kevin haha, bikin gue sama dimas brantem, dan alhasil si dimas ngambek sama gue. Wtf juga sih, gue ga ngapa-ngapain, tiba-tiba gue di ambekin sama dia, malesin banget kan? -_-
Kemaren hampir saja gue putus sama dimas. Trus gue wanti-wanti dia biar kasih keputusan sebelum jam 12 malem. Kalo dia kasih keputusan lewat jam 12 malem, sakit hati gue. Setaunan bukannya seneng malah di putus haha. Duh, mana sebelomnya gue disuruh mengenang dari awal deket sama dia sampe hari ini. Gilaaaaaaaaaaa, mata uda berkaca-kaca dah, untung kaga nangis.
Inget banget gue, dulu gue mulai deket sama dimas pas kelas 8, pas lagi retret, di situ tuh segalanya mulai, sampe chika jeles ngeliat gue sama dimas yang mendadak deket sama gue hahaha. Trus inget banget duduk bareng dia pas disuruh duduk pasangan, trus di tinggalin sama aaron, ochie, adis, benti, edo, bilangnya sih ada gosip, eh taunya sengaja biar gue ama dimas berdua doang haha. Geblegnyaa. Trus inget banget pas gue kena tabok bola tennis gara-gara raymond dia yang paling heboh dan kepo sendiri. Ohohohohohohoh. Paling sweet! Ada lagi pas di ngambek, gara-gara gue disuruh ke lantai 2, gue kira itu lantai kelas, taunya maksud dia lantai 2 itu lantai paling atas. Dan akhirnya dia ngambek, cuma besoknya dia di panggilin sama ochie sama joan ke tempat jajan (samping SMP), and he SHOT me! Oh oh oh, itu tuh penembakan paling melelehkan! Lebay. Yaa, dia orang pertama yang nembak gue secara langsung men! 4 mata! Mantan gue yang lain sih, cupu. Nembaknya lewat SMS, huuuuuuu. Oke, pacaran sama dia tuh uda paling dodol kuadrat kubik kuartet malah. Hahaha. Yaaaa, tapi gue merasakan perbedaan antara dulu sama sekarang. Yep, gue kan sempet putus sama dimas, tanggal 15.09.09 trus gue sama levin untuk 1 bulan. Dan kini gue balikan lagi sama dimas. Oke, agak sedikit ada penyesalan karna mutusin dimas waktu itu sih. Dan setelah balikan, ternyata semuanya BERBEDA! Yap yap yap, sekarang lebih emosi, lebih sebodo teuing, lebih gampang ambekan, begitulaaaah. Dan semuanya kita selesaikan kemaren malam! Yaaaa, malam genting lah *cailah bahasanya* tapi emang genting sih.
Trus pas 10 menit sebelom jam 12, dia belom juga bikin keputusan! OhmyGod, gue pikir gue bakal sakit ati nih, uda lagi tanggal 3 harusnya gue bilang 'happy anniversary dimas' masa ntar gue bilang 'thankyou for everything' ah ga seru banget. Dan taunyaaaaa................ DIA NGIRIMIN HAPPY ANNIVERSARY KE GUE TEPAT PUKUL 00.03 6 detik! Owowowowowow, betapa bahagianyaa diriku ini. Asli gue langsung meleleh baca sms dia. Jantung gue langsung nari-nari gitu *apasih*. Ah gila sukses dikerjain gue sama si dimas, sialan juga tuh bocah botak, ngerjain gue di saat-saat yang harusnya gue lagi seneng -_- tapi gpp deh, gue jadi ngebahas semua yang dia ngg suka dari gue, gue ngg suka dari dia :)
Ah, hari ini tanggal 3 juni 2010, tepat setaun sama yosua suryadhika setyono. Hm, kemaren gue sukses dikerjain sama dimas. Yaaa, kan hari selasa kemaren si kevin haha, bikin gue sama dimas brantem, dan alhasil si dimas ngambek sama gue. Wtf juga sih, gue ga ngapa-ngapain, tiba-tiba gue di ambekin sama dia, malesin banget kan? -_-
Kemaren hampir saja gue putus sama dimas. Trus gue wanti-wanti dia biar kasih keputusan sebelum jam 12 malem. Kalo dia kasih keputusan lewat jam 12 malem, sakit hati gue. Setaunan bukannya seneng malah di putus haha. Duh, mana sebelomnya gue disuruh mengenang dari awal deket sama dia sampe hari ini. Gilaaaaaaaaaaa, mata uda berkaca-kaca dah, untung kaga nangis.
Inget banget gue, dulu gue mulai deket sama dimas pas kelas 8, pas lagi retret, di situ tuh segalanya mulai, sampe chika jeles ngeliat gue sama dimas yang mendadak deket sama gue hahaha. Trus inget banget duduk bareng dia pas disuruh duduk pasangan, trus di tinggalin sama aaron, ochie, adis, benti, edo, bilangnya sih ada gosip, eh taunya sengaja biar gue ama dimas berdua doang haha. Geblegnyaa. Trus inget banget pas gue kena tabok bola tennis gara-gara raymond dia yang paling heboh dan kepo sendiri. Ohohohohohohoh. Paling sweet! Ada lagi pas di ngambek, gara-gara gue disuruh ke lantai 2, gue kira itu lantai kelas, taunya maksud dia lantai 2 itu lantai paling atas. Dan akhirnya dia ngambek, cuma besoknya dia di panggilin sama ochie sama joan ke tempat jajan (samping SMP), and he SHOT me! Oh oh oh, itu tuh penembakan paling melelehkan! Lebay. Yaa, dia orang pertama yang nembak gue secara langsung men! 4 mata! Mantan gue yang lain sih, cupu. Nembaknya lewat SMS, huuuuuuu. Oke, pacaran sama dia tuh uda paling dodol kuadrat kubik kuartet malah. Hahaha. Yaaaa, tapi gue merasakan perbedaan antara dulu sama sekarang. Yep, gue kan sempet putus sama dimas, tanggal 15.09.09 trus gue sama levin untuk 1 bulan. Dan kini gue balikan lagi sama dimas. Oke, agak sedikit ada penyesalan karna mutusin dimas waktu itu sih. Dan setelah balikan, ternyata semuanya BERBEDA! Yap yap yap, sekarang lebih emosi, lebih sebodo teuing, lebih gampang ambekan, begitulaaaah. Dan semuanya kita selesaikan kemaren malam! Yaaaa, malam genting lah *cailah bahasanya* tapi emang genting sih.
Trus pas 10 menit sebelom jam 12, dia belom juga bikin keputusan! OhmyGod, gue pikir gue bakal sakit ati nih, uda lagi tanggal 3 harusnya gue bilang 'happy anniversary dimas' masa ntar gue bilang 'thankyou for everything' ah ga seru banget. Dan taunyaaaaa................ DIA NGIRIMIN HAPPY ANNIVERSARY KE GUE TEPAT PUKUL 00.03 6 detik! Owowowowowow, betapa bahagianyaa diriku ini. Asli gue langsung meleleh baca sms dia. Jantung gue langsung nari-nari gitu *apasih*. Ah gila sukses dikerjain gue sama si dimas, sialan juga tuh bocah botak, ngerjain gue di saat-saat yang harusnya gue lagi seneng -_- tapi gpp deh, gue jadi ngebahas semua yang dia ngg suka dari gue, gue ngg suka dari dia :)
HAPPY 1st ANNIVERSARY, YOSUA :*
me LOVE you ;)
me LOVE you ;)
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