9.4.10

Let's Have A Short Life Story

Well, it's almost graduation time. Actually, I'm afraid I won't pass my school final exam. PKn and IPS made me stress out, so I don't know why, when I did those two test, I felt that I didn't read it clearly. Cause somethin' wrong with my brain I guess. And, now, I'm afraid I will NOT pass it all :'( I'm too afraid, oh Father, may You help me? I need your miracle, please help me to pass it. I don't need great final score, all I want is pass JHS and continue SHS. Please, Father, I beg you! :'( I won't make mom and dad shy. Please, Father :'( I know you hear me, please.

And, fyi; I use my first date when me and yosua dating for the first time, it;s 03-06-09. I much love this date than the newest, it's 15-03-10. Haha. And I've just know that boys are more easy to get jelous. Well, he gets jelous with Hans. He thinks that me and Hans, have a special relationship. Well, we both just want to meet each other, but he tought I'm affair with Hans .__. Oh God, please make him understand me. He never know that my heart much sick than him. But, I never want to tell him. Cause, I don't want to break their friendship. Yeah, TOO CLOSE friendship with Irma, Sonia, INDRI, and others junior. He much care about the juniors than about me. I always wondering how if I get an accident and I have to stay in hospital. Will he care? Absolutely, yes, but if I got accident and I have to stay in, I can't see his behavior at school. I don't mean to be over-protective, but am I wrong if I want to know his behavior if I'm not near him? I thought juniors going to be a bitchy when I am not around him. Well, I think, but I'll never know the truth of mine.

Oh, yes, now, I love to watch Glee at Star World. Well, this movie seems like High School Musical. But this one more mature, I thought. Maybe because in Glee, we could find much moral, than in High School Musical, which they're high school students and not mature enough. Watch it, on Star Movies, after American Idol on Monday-Wednesday and Friday, and before American Idol on Thursday. The songs are riveting and their voices are AMAZING!