Love. Laugh. Life
20.11.10
Sometimes.....Life is Sucks
I love being around my lovely people. But, I don't know why sometimes mom forbid me for being around them. Hey, mom, I am 16th years old now. I can't always be with you. I have my own world as a teenager. Please, I just want to be more mature, I want to spend my time with my friends. How if today or tomorrow is the last day for me to see my friends? We always meet everyday. But with my friends? No. I have a lot of friends. I need to hang-out with them. I just want to be free. I am a senior high student now. It's time for me to feel my world. My teen world. I can't just be with you everyday, mom, dad. I have my own world! Sorry, if I disappointing you.
And for those who talk behind me, read this:
You might say anything about me. Especially the bad one. You have to know, that, there's something about me that you can never be. And don't ever dream to be me. Cause however hard you try, you'll fail. Cause I am who I am. You are who you are. We both have different world.
5.11.10
One Wish. One Hope
Oh God, can you help me? I know everything happens for a reason. But, what are your reason to made me chose Stella Maris Int'l? Why you did not ask my heart to tell me to go to Tarakanita? Please help me to pass all of this complicated stuffs and things in Stella Maris :(
26.10.10
It Will be More Complicated
I need to tell a lot of my story in senior high school, but, I'm afraid that will be someone open my blog then read what they don't suppose to read!! For god-dammit, I love him still!! Ohmygoodness, did I say the wrong answer when Leo shot me? No. No. No. I love, Leo. But, my heart to Dimas still much bigger than to Leo. I don't expect to be with Dimas again. FOR GOD'S SAKEN, I hate this situation SO MUCH!!!!!!!! Okay, maybe I have to tell to Leo that I was serious to answered 'YES' to him, because it seems like Leo starts to get jealous with Dimas, when I do wall-to-wall with Dimas. Oh Lord, help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
2.10.10
100 Reasons to Be Happy Today
1. Every new day is another chance to change your life.
2. This day is an opportunity to be better than yesterday.
3. You can be who you want to be right now.
4. The glass is both half-empty and half-full.
5. Happiness comes from your own actions.
6. You have great friends.
7. You can learn a new thing today.
8. The summer is coming soon.
9. You are alive.
10. You are already complete..
11. You are unique.
12. You have an influence on the world.
13. You can change the world.
14. You can feel emotions.
15. You can change your perceptions.
16. You have accomplished great things.
17. You can be creative.
18. You can change your state of mind by engaging in a physical activity.
19. You can take responsibility and be empowered.
20. There is only now.
21. To be upset over what you don’t have is to waste what you do have.
22. There is something good in every day.
23. You can eat something healthy today to make you feel good.
24. Life is beautiful.
25. We are in this life together.
26. Shared joy is a double joy, shared sorrow is half sorrow.
27. You can start writing down the good things that happen.
28. You can achieve something today.
29. The weather is good.
30. You can listen to music.
31. You can enjoy the sunrise.
32. You can enjoy the sunset.
33. You can book a ticket to far away.
34. You can start learning a new language.
35. You can try something new.
36. You can find the love of your life.
37. You can do a random act of kindness.
38. You can make peace with an old enemy.
39. You can get a thing you have wanted for a long time.
40. You can arrange a surprise party.
41. You can say something nice to someone today.
42. You can flatter yourself.
43. You can help other people.
44. You can enjoy your own time.
45. You can fix something.
46. You can create value to others.
47. You can get rid of a bad habit.
48. You are able to laugh.
49. You can make other people laugh.
50. You can laugh to yourself.
51. You can be yourself.
52. You can follow your own path.
53. You can love.
54. You can take a risk.
55. You can remember.
56. You can dream.
57. You are gifted.
58. You are able to change your beliefs.
59. You have a passion in life.
60. You have time.
61. The weekend is coming soon.
62. You are able to make choices.
63. You are in abundance.
64. You are lucky.
65. You are healthy.
66. You are a strong person.
67. You can look better today.
68. There are more good things in the world than bad things.
69. You have a purpose.
70. You have a home.
71. You can believe.
72. You can hear.
73. You can see.
74. You can taste.
75. You can smell.
76. You can feel touch.
77. You can feel pain.
78. You can say “thank you” to people.
79. You are living the best time of your life.
80. Your age is perfect.
81. You can cry.
82. You can dance.
83. You can get rid of your anger.
84. You can listen.
85. You can hug someone.
86. You can make a list of all the things you want to do in your life before you die.
87. You can get rid of jealousy.
88. You can send a gift to someone.
89. You can stop worrying today.
90. You have the possibility to make today the best day of your life.
91. You can accept the things you cannot change.
92. You can change the things that are possible to change.
93. You can tackle a dreaded task.
94. You can have a good conversation with a stranger.
95. You can play.
96. You can sleep long.
97. You can clear some clutter.
98. You can distract yourself.
99. You can get an inspiration.
100. You can share this list with all your friends :)
18.8.10
100 Truths
002. Like it? : of course
003. Nickname(s): andre, andrea, dea
004. Status : in a relationship
005. Zodiac sign : scorpio
006. Male or female : female
007. Elementary : Tarakanita GS
008. Middle School : Tarakanita GS
009. High School : Stella Maris Int School
010. Hair color : black-brown
011. Long or short : long
012. Eye color : brown
013. Weight : 52 kg
014. Height : 163 cm
015. Righty or lefty : right
016. Loud or Quiet : depend on situation
017. Sweats or Jeans : jeans
018. Phone or Camera : camera
019. Health freak : big no
020. Piercings? : yeah i got 2 since i was a baby
021. Do you have a crush on someone? : yes yes
022. Eat or Drink : both
023. Purse or Backpack : both
024. Tattoos : no tattoo
025. Do You Like Yourself? : sometimes
026. Current worry? : idk
THIS OR THAT
027. Orange or Apple Juice? : both
028. Night or Day? : both
029. Sun or Moon? : moon
030. TV or Internet? : both
031. PlayStation or XBox? : playstation
032. Kiss or Hug? : both
033. Iguana or Turtle? : turtle
034. Spider or Bee? : nothing!
035. Fall or Spring? : fall
036. Limewire or iTunes? : limewire
037. Soccer or Baseball? : both
FIRSTS
038. First surgery : when i was 2 years old
039. First piercing : baby
040. First best friend : ignatius bramantino
041. First Sport? : cycling
042. First award : juara kelas
044. First pet : dog
045. First big vacation : china trip
046. First big birthday : my 2nd birthday
CURRENTLY
047. Eating : rice
048. Drinking : coffee
049. I’m about to : posting blog
050. Listening to : the man who can't be moved
051. Singing? : im in silence
052. Typing? : yea typing this
053. Waiting for : daddy
YOUR FUTURE
054. Want kids? : of course!
055. When? : 25 years old
056. Want to get married? : yeahhhh of course
057. When? : 25 years old
058. Where Do You Want To Live? : bandung. maybe
060. What Did You Want To Be When You Were Little? : racer
061. Mellow Future Or Wild? : Bright future
WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/ BOY?
063. Lips or eyes : eyes tell everything
064. Shorter or taller? : taller
065. Romantic or spontaneous : both
066. Nice stomach or nice arms : both
067. Sensitive or loud : loud
068. Hook-up or relationship : relationship
069. Trouble maker or hesitant : trouble makers are cool!
070. Hugging or Kissing? : both
071. Tan Skinned or Light? : tan or light doesnt matter
072. Dark or Light Hair? : dark hair
073. Muscular or Normal? : normal!
HAVE YOU EVER
074. Lost glasses/contacts : nope
075. Ran away from home : i haven't
076. Held a gun/knife for self defense? : i wish i will never
077. Killed somebody : never
078. Broken someone’s heart : maybe yes
079. Been arrested : no
080. Cried when someone died : yes
081. Kissed A Stranger? : do u think i am that freak? -.-'
082. Climbed Up A Tree? : yes
083. Liked A Friend As More Than A Friend? : hu uh
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
084. Yourself : i'm trying
085. Miracles : i do
086. Love at first sight : i do
087. Heaven : i do
088. Santa Claus : i do!
089. Kiss on the first date : ....i don't think so
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
090. Is there one person you want to be with right now : ABSOLUTELY YES
091. Do You Like Someone? : i LOVE someone
092. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : sometimes
093. Do you believe in God : of course laaah
LASTS
094. Received/ Sent Text Message : yosua suryadhika
095.Received Call : mommy
096. Call Made? : mommy
097. Comment On MySpace? : i forgot my account
098. Missed Call? : yule
099. Person You Hung out With? : jose benti dimas aaron edo
100. Post as 100 truths and tag
Senior High School
Praise the Lord, I've been senior high school student's for at least a month! Do you want to know what it feels to be a senior high student? Do you think it's fun? Exactly, NO! It's totally wrong if you say that being senior high is fun. There's a lot of task in senior high. And you know, I'm going crazy with all of my tasks. And do you know? I'm in Stella Maris In't School. So it means I have to use english all the time, except for Bahasa and Moral Education. I came from a national school, before I never go to international. This is my first time. And you know, my grammar is too horrible to be true -_- and also my vocab, it's more horrible. I hope I can burn my Oxford Dict then I will drink the ash, and all of the vocab in the dict will move to my brain, and stuck there. So I don't have to open the dictionary to find the difficult word. Sometimes, I just wonder again and again, why did I choose SMIS? Many people say that SMIS isn't that good, even they who has graduated from there. But, why did I tell to mom and dad that I want to enter this school? You know, I love basketball damn much, but fyi there's no girl team in SMIS!!!! Whoaaaaa, what would I be there? Move to drama class or maybe fashion class? Suram! I wish I could move to Penabur, oh maybe to Tarki again! I do miss Tarki so much :( I do miss the 10th generation of TarkiGS. No one can change them! Esp; ochie, ruthy, marilyn, benteh, plate, dimas, edo, aaron, theo, mela, kate, dg, deva, nael, alfin. Huaaaaaaa, I miss them so much :( I can't find another unique people like them. They are too special for me. I always wish, I have a time machine. I always wish that one. But one thing I know 'LIFE GOES ON', and there's no time machine, Doraemon has it, but Doraemon is not real, it's just an animation from japan. Ah, I wish God will lead me in SMIS, so I will not make mom and dad dissapointed of me.
Wish me luck!
1.7.10
Anyer Vs Carita
Pas hari senin kemarin, sebelum berangkat, kita ngumpul dulu di rumah leo jam 7.30 pagi. Gue berangkat dari rumah di jemput sama reiner, pastinya karna ngg ada yang nganterin, ayahanda pergi mencari nafkah, ibunda ngg mungkin bawa motor ke alsut secara SIM dia masih mati. Malemnya si reiner bilang dia jemput jam 6.30, eh ujung2nya gue di jemput jam 7 juga. Dia kudu ngejemput alfin sama brian dulu soalnya. Nah, abis jemput gue, gue kira langsung ke rumah leo tuh, eh taunyaa.............DIA JEMPUT SI ENCEK GILA DULU! Wanjer, jelas langsung panic gue. Mana gue duduk di sebelah brian, brarti alamat gue duduk di antara si encek dan si brian. Langsung deh gue bilang ke brian buat gantian tempat duduk. Sampailah di rumah si encek gila, yang kaya (maaf) kandang ayam. Gila itu rumah sih uda heboh abis ya -_- dan gila, si encek sih bawaannya super duper banyak. Gue aja yang cewe bawaannya cuma 1 tas, lah dia -__- udah gitu, langsung pindah tempat duduk deh gue, alhasil brian yang duduk di tengah, hahaha. Abis dari rumah si encek, langsung deh cao ke rumah leo. Di rumah leo ternyata uda lumayan rame. Trus gue turun dan menyapa sang pemilik rumah dan menghampiri desi, audi, lala, icha. Trus uda ngobrol2, dan akhirnya kita berangkat jam 8.30! Yap, yang rencana awal berangkat jam 7.30, ngaret sejam. Yaa, namanya juga Indonesia hahaha. Kemudian berangkatlah kita. Para cewe 1 mobil di innova, padahal gatau deh itu innova siapa kita langsung naik aja hahaha. Pas di tengah jalan baru nanya itu mobil siapa -_- emang gelo sih kita para cewe. Di mobiluda ngerusuh aja tuh, mau tidur juga susah. Perjalanan 3 setengah jam bener2 ngg tidur! Melek seger. Pas ke anyer kemaren maaah, di jalan gue uda tidur berapa jam ya tuh, setengah perjalanan gue tidur kali haha. Trus udah, akhirnya jam 12 kita sampe di kondo carita! Nah di situ kita mikir2 dulu, mau tidur di kondo apa di villa. Gue pikir kondo ama villa deket. Taunya..........JAUH! Anjrit, langsung deh kita bilang di kondo aja. Kalo di villa, mau ke pantai juga kudu jalan sedikit jauh dulu. Bikin males -_- yauda deh, setelah bercingcong ria dengan tante mida, akhirnya kita tidur di kondo. Uda nurunin barang segala macem, langsung deh pada ke pantai. Gue sih ngg ikutan main, uda ga napsu sama pantai, eneg ngeliat pasir, ombak :s alhasil kemaren gue cuma ngeliatin di pinggir pantai sama audi, desi, jg, nemenin tante mida hahay. Trus ya gue sebagai fotografer jadi cuma moto-motoin anak2 yang pada menggila di laut. Trus gue kan ke pinggir gitu, eh ternyata pasirnya blenek gitu. Jijik sendiri gue nginjeknya, HOEX. Trus udah, kan balik ke kondo, beresin ini itu, masak buat makan malem. Trus uda mandi, dan yang lain pada balik, trus mulailah penggilaan di kondo. Tuh kondo jadi super sempit, super heboh, rame hahaha. Tapi seruuuuuu. Trus yang laki pada main WE, yang cewe main TWISTER! Do you know twister? Gila main itu, posenya uda pada tidak senonoh semua. Camera gue jadi saksi matanya. Rusak sudah camera gue T_T trus udah, abis ngerusuh, trus tidur. Dan jam setengah 2, bangun, demin nonton Brazil-Slovakia. Pas nonton ngg seru gitu. Garing. Krispi. Kriuk. Yauda akhirnya memutuskan untuk tidur. Besok paginya bangun, badan uda pada sakit gara2 main twister meliak-meliuk kaya ular. Eh pas siang, badan gue uda ngg enak gitu, badan pada sakit kaya ketusuk. Dan benar saja, ternyata dan ternyata, gue masuk angin. Udah deh, udah males ngapa-ngapain gue. Jadi cuma di kondo nemenin tante mida yang sendirian, yang lain pada main pantai. Gue uda eneg ngeliat pantai dan teman-temannya. Trus malemnya BBQan, gue makan uda ga niat gitu, mana nasinya uda kaya bubur. Gue tambah eneg aja -__- trus malemnya tante ruth kan dateng. Udah deh, gue di terjang obat-obatan pait! Trus kerjaan gue kan tidur mulu dari siang, akhirnya jam 2 gue bangun, dan TERLALU SEGAR! Akhirnya nonton Spain-Portugal. Gila, itu sih seru banget loh ya gamenya. Sampe yang di villa bela-belain ke kondo buat nonton hahaha. Trus uda selesai tuh pertandingan, karna gue masih terlalu segar, akhirnya gue main guitar hero, smack down, sama naruto hahaha. Trus jam 6 gue, kishi, ryan, nelson ke pantaaaai. Asli seger banget. Eh pas balik ke kondo, gue langsung anget lagi -_- uda gitu tidur lagi hahaha. Jam 11 kita baru bangun, yang lain uda pada sibuk beres-beres, kita masih ngeliak-ngeliuk di tempat tidur. Trus mandi, dan akhirnya acara penutup deh :) pas acara penutup pada nangis-nangis, gue juga iktuan nangis, secara bagian sensitive gue ya itu, gampang terharu haha. Trus si encek gila pake ikut-ikutan ngasih kritik pula, apaan tuh "don't judge the book by it's cover", covernya aja uda buruk gitu, siapa yang mau liat lanjutannya? Trus pas si encek nangis mukanya uda lebih buruk dari si buruk rupa. Uda pengen ketawa gue HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Dan akhirnya sayonara! Pulang pulang pulang. Gue semobil sama anak-anak gading. Isinya reiner, alfin, brian, gue, otong, aryo, dan bapak supir. Gila, habis lah gue, cewe sendiri hahaha. Mana kalo di tengah kan ada kaya garis pemisah jadi ada benjolan dikit. Pantat kanan gue uda panas berasa ilang haha. Trus perjalanannya lamaaaaaaaa banget kayanya. Kesel gue, mana uda susah gerak, si brian tidur uda nimpa badan gue, beratnya setengah mati. Buju buneng dah. Trus gue bangun tidur bangun tidur terus. Uda pake macet. Trus pas uda bangun, mana laper setengah mati, perut uda keroncongan :s si otong ngomong tahu, udang, dkk pula. Akhirnya si aryo ngeluarin rumput laut rasa WASABI hahahah. Gue pikir bakal pedes banget. Eh ternyata ngga pedes-pedes amat, langsung deh gue ambil 2 lembar, sisanya di abisin si reiner. Udah deh sepanjang perjalanan ngidam McD, KFC, apalah segala macem. Nah akhirnya kami semua melihat plang "SERPONG" gila, puji Tuhan, haleluyaaaah. Trus kan nganterin supirnya dulu ke rumah leo. Nah udah gitu kita turun dulu, melemaskan badan. Gilaaaaa, itu uda super duper enak banget! Jok uda pada panas hahahha. Badan pada bunyi, ya ampun, bagaikan surga deh *O* dan akhirnya perjalanan di lanjutkan, reiner mengantarkan 1 per 1. Dan finally, HOMEY. Berangkat dari sana jam 4 nyampe rumah jam setengah 9 -_- trus gue uda ngga kuat makan. Langsung minum obat, ganti baju, di kerokin, tidur di kamar ibunda hahaha.
Well, itulah cerita saya. Yaa tempat penginapan di anyer dan carita pastinya sangat jauh berbeda. Di anyer gue nginep di marbela, sedangkan di carita hanya di kondo. Ckck.
Okelah, sekian dan terima kasih. Sayonara :):)