I Say, "Heylo Bloggy!"

Well, long time no write a blog. Actually, I mean write a blog about my life. A few days ago I only posting the lyrics and the cries of crazy people for the bank's. What a damn bank -_-

Well, until now, I haven't found my spirit to face final exam (UN). Don't know why, I just feel so sleepy all day long. I just wanna sleep sleep sleep and sleep. I don't want do anything, even study, and even go online -_- I just want put my head on a pillow and get my blanket.

Hayah, cape pake bahasa inggris, pake indo aja lah haha :p
Well, gatau ini badnews or goodnews, but gw putus sama levin! huh. Ga pengen sih sebenernya putus, cuma ya karna sikon yang bikin gw sangat males buat pacaran jadi ya gw milih putus aja. Lagian gw juga lagi pengen fokus dulu ke UN, gamau mikirin yang lain! Ya meskipun tiap hari gw selalu mikirin masalah gw yang bikin gw kesel setengah mati sama diri gw sendiri -_-

Gw semakin jauh sama seseorang. Dan gw merasa dia lah yang bikin gw jadi jauh sama dia. Setiap hari nampangin muka kaya gitu, siapa yang ga sebel? Jujur, gw sebel banget lama-lama sama tuh orang. Lama-lama jadi centil, lama-lama belagu, lama-lama bikin ku ilfeel. So gw sekarang kalo kemana-kemana sama ochie, benteh, dgris, dan devi. Ya it's fun :) di kelas gw deket sama lidwina ruthy puspa rosari, edward v plate, nathanael adrian, dennis guido, dan ida bagus deva ardha nareswara santosa! Waw, they're fun! Really fun! Ketawa tiap hari sampe sakit perut, gara2 ngeliat tingkah dg yg emg suka bikin orang ketawa. Muka nael yang eksotis, deva dan plate yang suram! HAHAHA!

Hah, gw uda mutusin, SMA nanti gw pindah ke SMIS! :) sebenernya gw lebih pengen ke penabur sih. Cuma gw mikir lagi, karna mat gw bolot setengah mati. Jadi gw males deh masuk sana, daripada gw ga bisa ngikutin, right? Lagian juga kalo ke sana, tiap hari gw bakal ngeliat muka busuk orang yang bener2 sekarang gw benci! Ah ya, ngomong2 orang yg gw benci, ada 1 cowo yang ngedeketin gw gitu. Sebenernya dia uda deketin gw dari sebelom gw jadian sama levin, cuma gw ga suka sama dia. Bukan gimana ya, cuma dia tuh gimana gitu, kea terlalu hmm, gimanaaa gitu gitu. Ya emang bagus sih kelakuan dia, cuma ya lama-lama ilfeel juga lah. Nyebelin. Mendingan bernard kemana-mana deh ;) nah, pas dia tau gw uda putus sama levin, dia mulai deketin gw lagi. Dia sih bilang di web, kalo dia cuma mau jadi temen deket gw, cuma ya kalo mau jadi temen deket, ga usa segitunya kali ya. Tiap malem nungguin gw pulang les, sampe jam 11. Apa itu cuma bermaksud mau jadi temen deket? I'm absoluetly not sure lah. So gw perlahan-lahan jauhin dia, ya pelan-pelan, tapi pasti

Hahaha, well, what should I tell to you again? Hmm. About what? Hmm.. I think it's enough ya. I will post some quotes here :) bye, bloggy

Be Brave :)

i love you but it's not so easy
to make you're here with me
i want touch and hold you forever
but you're still in my dream

and i can't stand to wait till night is coming to my life
and i still have a time to break a silence

when u love someone just be brave to say
that you want him to be with you
when u hold your love, don't ever let it go
or you will loose your chance to make your dreams come true

i used to hide and watch you from a distance
then i knew you realize
i wish looking for a time to get closer
at least to say hello

now i can't stand to wait your love is coming to my life

And I never thought that I’m so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
but when love comes it can’t be wrong
Don’t ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way

don't never give up this
try try to get what you want
cause love will find a way